angel or devil?

ur r devil lor... make me go there on 21 to use me as an entertainment.... bleh!!XPP so kind of u... .... maybe u should stop being kind to me.. haha...

and stupid things plus bullying force me deeper into depression... i think i cut too much this time...

wan see my hand?
i think i going polyclinic tml lor... ppl keep telling me to go.. wonder why..

pretty pretty cuts.... i went crazy picked up a penknife and stab it in...

n level joy and revenge...

i pass my n!! and guess wad i got 16 point haha my tarot card is true! its say i will get higher than i expected i was expecting a fail or 19 but i got 16!!

and i pass math!! and i pass poa..(can u belive it?! wonder if they got the result wrong..)

and now i can take the result and throw it in the face of those stupid teacher that say 4p cant pass, only a couple will go next year well teachers 22 of 4p is going next year!

testing...

"ask,and it shall be given(to) you; seek and ye shall find;knock and it shall be open unto you" i ask, i beg and i fought when i finally got it,but it hurts.. hurts so much.. and i seek..seek for the past,for the answer and i found but it still hurts and its not going to change...what shall i do now...

wonder wad was it that i ask for?




its for sth i deserve... its to end the torture




why?



not going to tell u.... its too dark and horrible...


and now?


now i say for why that past happen to me... i lead to alot of things now...


somethings r meant to be forgotten i dig for the past and found why and now i m deep in depression...