"ask,and it shall be given(to) you; seek and ye shall find;knock and it shall be open unto you" i ask, i beg and i fought when i finally got it,but it hurts.. hurts so much.. and i seek..seek for the past,for the answer and i found but it still hurts and its not going to change...what shall i do now...

wonder wad was it that i ask for?




its for sth i deserve... its to end the torture




why?



not going to tell u.... its too dark and horrible...


and now?


now i say for why that past happen to me... i lead to alot of things now...


somethings r meant to be forgotten i dig for the past and found why and now i m deep in depression...