Sunday 31 January 2010

cat

cat+eurasian guy!!

rmb the cat that keep coming my house recently? well some idiot called the spca and ava to get it, but he actually wan to help the cat get home(who will kow can!) and this idiot i think he dunno ava will put the cat to 'sleep'.
so we juz now go chase tha cat and bring it home.n guess wad that 'idiot' is actually some 20+ looking eurasion guy(not ad looking la so don ask how he look!) and he wear a boxer walking at the 'walking place outside a flats some sidewalk? thingy??'(dunno wats its call.....-.- & his chinese...is super good can!! he speak just like a chinese 0.o wit very little ang mo accent!! cool!! and i get to go inside ppl house cause the cat run in!! kitty i love u!! hahahahahaha!!

Monday 25 January 2010

depression update... and checklist! see if u have depression too?

depression update... and checklist! see if u have depression too?



depression is killing me la head super pain and than u suddenly feel super angry or super sad... so tiring la...

ok here is some symptom of depression ur own personal check list those with a * is wad i have...


The two most significant symptoms of depression are:3

■Sadness or hopelessness. *
■Loss of interest in or pleasure from most daily activities.*

Other symptoms include:

■Losing or gaining weight because of changes in appetite.*(i change till kana gastric till now)
■Sleeping too much or not enough. *
■Feeling restless and unable to sit still, or feeling that moving takes a great effort. *
■Feeling tired all the time. *
■Feeling unworthy or guilty without an obvious reason.*
■Having problems concentrating, remembering, or making decisions.*(thats y ppl say i have stm)
■Thinking often about death or suicide. *
If you have at least five of these symptoms for 2 weeks or longer, and one of the symptoms is either sadness or loss of interest, you may be diagnosed with major depression that needs treatment. Even if you have fewer than five symptoms, you may still be depressed and need treatment. i have all.. does it mean i m doom?!!!

If you have 2 to 4 symptoms for a period of at least 2 years (1 year for a child), you may have a long-term form of depression called dysthymic disorder (dysthymia)

(i at least kana for 3 years)

PART 2!

Many health professionals see people with general symptoms that may be difficult to link to depression. These symptoms, which commonly occur with depression, include:

■Having headaches and other body aches and pains.*
■Having digestive problems, including constipation or diarrhea.*
■Losing interest in sex or being unable to perform sexually.
■Feeling anxious or worried without an obvious reason.*
■Blaming yourself or others for your depression.*
■Not moving or talking for hours.****(i love stoning!!)
Other symptoms of depression may include:

■Overeating and weight gain (rather than loss of appetite).
■Oversleeping (rather than insomnia).*
■Increased tearfulness, anger, and generally not feeling well, along with anxiety and tension.**********(so now u know why i always angry soeasily...)
■Sometimes, a feeling of heaviness in the arms and legs.*(pls la my whole body so heavy can..)
■Sensitivity to rejection.*

p.s. the whole depression check i got i form here.. it suprise me after i read it lor its so similar to me.. :

http://health.yahoo.com/depression-symptoms/depression-symptoms/healthwise--aa25647.html

Sunday 24 January 2010

the line of right and wrong..

the line of right and wrong..


___Sometime the line between right and wrong is so thin its almost invisible, sometime u r so close to the line that the slightest twitch of your foot and u would have cross over to the other side… so what is right, and what is wrong? What sort of lies are a white lies and what sort are not? You know... Some time when a person may seem fierce, violence or hard to get along they may not be the case...
___Sometime when the person seem like a bad person or a bad influence and even when people around u all think that way about that person that might not be the case… They maybe quite nice and easy to get along with… I learn that recently… ha-ha funny right? Like Jessica like that...seem totally like will kill u if u irritate her… But surprisingly she is the kind of person u can ‘shoot’ her a million time and say annoying joke about her and she wont( won't usually) get angry at u!!(but she know I don really mean it of cause..)
___And again surprisingly sometime the people who bully and annoy me in class can be quite nice... (At lest that’s what I think… But than again, I always believe people easily, even if they are lying to me or are being sarcastic… even if they are pretending to be my friends…stupid right?) AND REMEMBER I SAID SOMETIME!! NOT ALL THE TIME! The sometime is like once in a blue moon when the feel like being kind that day! Or maybe they are just too lazy to irritate me… ha-ha who knows...?

Friday 15 January 2010

yo too long never upload! too tired...

ok contuine from my last post... i went polyclinic the doctor the next day(21dec09) and the doctor eye almost pop out when i show them my hand...well but the pic only show half the effect.. its so much less bloody la i wash it already than take the pic one if not its kind of hard to know its my hand...

ok back to story than the doc force me to go sgh(singapore general hospital) a&e (acident & emergency)department she almost call an ambulance can tks god i make sf come to show the doc there is someone bringing me there and i m not going to run away...(although i really wan to run away can...)

than when i go there the put me on a bed with metal thngy on the side and mae me wait for 3 hour than on stupid doc come see the wound eye also wan pop out and wan give me injection.. than i say no than he say i get a doc specialise in this come and take another 3 hour than the doc come eye pop out again... and i got an appointment and some medi... and in the end i reach there at 5 went home at 11...