help....

i cant take it anymore!!! i wanna curl up and cry! i cant stand it! i cant stand this house!!! help!!!! i feel like i m going crazy soon!!!!! i want to go anywhere but to stay here!!!

she is making her move!

she is well pregnant and ready to attack! ahhhhhhh!!! and her first victim is me! she refuse my dad to talk to me! ahhhhh!!!!!!!!! b4 she is pregnant she buy stuff for me and speak sooo nicely now she is totally hush and cold! plus my dad dont even help me anymore!!! the last time when i say i wan the chocolate he said he will be back in a week and he took 3... now i finally know why... and she follow him back!!! i refuse to let the child get born!!! the last time i was abandon i fell into depression! now i m back!! why am i always abondon by my dad?..... I WAN THE BABY DEAD LIKE THE WORM!!! I WAN IT TO DIE OVER AND OVER AGAIN!!


what rights does he have to have another child!! he already have one outside now he wants a new one!! HE HAVE NO RIGHTS!!! he kill a unborn b4 cuz he didnt want it! now he wants a child again!!!!! DREAM ON!!! if i can curse i will use all my energy to curse this child to die!!! the othe extra can die with it!! AND THEY ALL CAN JOIN THAT UNBORN CHILD AND BE ITS PLAYMATE!!

lucifer?

She was not one of them

She never had a friend

She was the one that got teased

She was not one of them

She always stands alone

Nobody gave her a chance

She was always pushed around

She was not one of them

And then the fallen angel came

To heal the pain inside her heart

Her broken heart

She closed her eyes and saw his godness

And the truth

She's not alone

He's always there

She's in love with the devil

She's in love with Lucifer

This is her revenge for all the years of hate and tears

Fire is falling from the sky

She's burning down her past

She starts a new life

 

 

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missing someone can be painful... but forgetting seem to be the only option...

hey,


   do u know, its the season of the dandelion again! its still so dreamy looking up in the sky and seeing the seeds dandelion flying everywhere...


   did u see it too? or r u too busy again? how i miss the time when we were friends...we had so much fun back than.. we were playing so much too! Xp & u did even know dandelion exist..haha.. but at least u were happy than!!(less fierce too!) 


    do u know u can make wishes wit it too? i wish to play again... we were so happy than... but..oh well!! guess thats not possible.... i dont think we will be meeting again when u r finally free.... we r not even friends anymore....


its too late.... too late to turn the clock back i guess.... i still dunno wad happen... i suppose... reason is not needed than? well... ok...


(hmmmm i feel like so creepy loser who cant get over a friendship.. but she WAS my best friend..)








(ohh who cares! i M  creepy to begin with anyway hahahaha)


still i wan to say sorry... even if i dun rmb what happen... its still only right to apologise since its most likely my fault for you to hate me so much...
(shit! could it be because i screw ur n level study session thats y u hate me?! ekk!! sry! sry! i didnt know!! oh... i m over reacting again..)


hope u enjoy this season too!! and rmb what i always say! DONT PLUCK THE WHOLE STEAM WITH THE UNBLOOM DANDELION!! give it some time to bloom first!

confuse... and liars!!

  Detrás de esos ojos miente la verdad y la pena


Detrás de esas sonrisas hermosas he visto tragedia



  Usted nunca vivió, usted nunca murió


Se ha negado su vida

Le llaman

Ángel De Lucifer


 
  Más allá de estas nubes usted puede ocultar todo su rasgón


Más allá de este mundo usted será seguro de sus miedos traviesos

Y en sus corazones temen su demanda

Usted sabe que sus mentes no le aceptarán, ellas nunca entenderán



 

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never!

Never say goodbye




Never be alone


Never say good night


Never say die......
 
 
these maybe my wish.. but all i ever hear r lies!

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depress? NA!

i was super depress and wan die 5min ago till i found this and i cant stop laughing and don wanna die anymore!!

http://uncyclopedia.wikia.com/wiki/HowTo:Commit_Suicide

omg i am still laughing!! i think i should print the pg out and keep it wit me incase i get depress and wanna kill myself again!

death...

oh, i was looking for a new way to die and i found this wedsite... http://www.metanoia.org/suicide/

i like 2 things it says... 1. You can survive suicidal feelings if you do either of two things: (1) find a way to reduce your pain, or (2) find a way to increase your coping resources. Both are possible  


2. (THE IMPORTENT ONE!)  Some people will react badly to your suicidal feelings, either because they are frightened, or angry; they may actually increase your pain instead of helping you, despite their intentions, by saying or doing thoughtless things. You have to understand that their bad reactions are about their fears, not about you.

(PERFECT FOR ALL THE HYPOCRITE I SAW SINCE I STARTED SLASHING!)


tsk tsk tsk... of cuz i m not saying everyone who scolded me are hypocrite Xp

and my reply? 1. best way to stop pain is die! 2. so totally true!!

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hell correspondence

ever hate someone so much you wish they were dead? that go to hell correspondence.....

http://www.jigokutsushin.co.nr/

key in the name of the person u want to send to hell and pull of the red string....
of cuz there is a price to pay.....

oh and this can only be use once... the next time u key in a name nothing will happen or appera on the page anymore.... also... if u r not trully bend on revenge after you pull off the string you will be lead to a blank page that say wedsite is not found and the next time u try to key in a name it will never lead you anywhere again...


P.S. this wedsite is totally fake! as in for fun only k!! also u can just close the webpage and on it again and it will be able to work again!

tears and past(?)

my thought may be fast but, my mind is faster.... it always is able to erase all traces of those past memory every time I try to recall them... something it is not that I want to recall..







It just... got triggered somehow... I don't know what trigger it... but it just happens...




and I will 'wake up' or snap out of my thought and end up in a blank, not remembering what just happen 5min ago, or what happen before I blank out..


But u know.... there r always defects and failure... sometime my mind just could not clear it fast enough and I will just end up finding myself in deep fear and started crying non-stop.... of cause I will that later snap out of it naturally and not remember what happen or what I was doing before I cried...-.-


* ohh and ya its like stoning but the diff is i accidently will fall into it (even if i m not bored and it happen even when i m trying super hard to pay attention!! itsjust happen anytime anywhere..) and i will feel a stab of fear...*

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weird conversation

Lizzie says:



Looking to see whats out there


alicia cherrie says:


sorry?


Lizzie says:


Hi sweety


alicia cherrie says:


i dont get it


Lizzie says:


I'm 21/F please tell me your a male???


alicia cherrie says:


r u like stupid or something?! does my user name look like a male too u!


Lizzie says:


nice, I just got off work and finally got some time to relax which site did i msg you from again?


alicia cherrie says:


how would i know.... i dont remember seeing ur msg anywhere


Lizzie says:


I am a little busy right now, trying to upload some new pics :-)


**than i realise sth is wrong..( ya i m kinda slow!!)... so it just try dotting my way through....**


alicia cherrie says:


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Lizzie says:


I know a way we can chat and have a better time.. do you cam?


alicia cherrie says:


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Lizzie says:


Well i don't do yahoo cam or any other cam because i have been recorded before... But i do know one site you can watch me on cam, that assures me no one records...


alicia cherrie says:


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Lizzie says:


I mean... Do you want to see me on my cam?


alicia cherrie says:


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Lizzie says:


All rite go to http://www.freecamlink.net/a3h8a and click on "JOIN FOR FREE" orange button at the top of the page to join up for FREE.


alicia cherrie says:


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Lizzie says:


fill out your contact information and then on the next page...


alicia cherrie says:


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Lizzie says:


fill out your cc info baby for verification ONLY, their card will not be charged.


alicia cherrie says:


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Lizzie says:


What color Panties do you think i should wear? i might have you favorite color here somewhere...


alicia cherrie says:


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Lizzie says:


Your such a good boy, i'm gonna show you what good boys deserve.. you can tell me to do anything you want me too!


alicia cherrie says:


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Lizzie says:


Ok let me know when you get in so I can invite you directly to my cam, you should get some minutes from my cam site so you can spend time with me sexy!!!


alicia cherrie says:


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Lizzie says:


k you in yet babe??


alicia cherrie says:


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( can u see wats wrong?? the person will reply no matter wad u said!! freaking stupid!!!!) here here: lizziedobes41@hotmail.com

twilight parody

   omg i just found two super funny book!! Twilite: A Parody with Stella Crow and Edweird Sullen and second Nightlight: A Parody of Twilight with Belle Goose (think she is really pretty) and Edwart Mullen(with the bored face) -.- hehe

book 1 Twilite: A Parody (about a girl stella that love a suckish vampire..)

SYNOPSIS

   Love between a teenage girl and a vampire can be a beautiful thing. Then again, it can get a little ugly. Just ask Stella Crow. Stella is a clumsy but otherwise ordinary girl whose life takes a radical turn the moment she meets Edweird. Though perfect on the outside, Edweird Sullen is remarkably unrefined on the inside. He also happens to be a one hundred year old vampire, trapped in the body of a teenage boy, who has yet to finish high school. Nonetheless, Stella is unconditionally smitten with him. But not everything is rosy in this gloomiest of towns. Edweird's enemies have sworn to put a tragic end to their romance. Against all odds, the bond between Stella and Edweird is nearly strong enough for their love to survive. Most love stories between an impossibly handsome vampire and an ungainly young woman have a magical ending. This one - not so much.

and the link : http://www.twilightparody.com/


and book 2 is about :Belle Goose (think she is very pretty) and Edwart Mullen

 the story goes like this " It was then that I saw him. He was sitting at a table all by himself, not even eating. He had an entire tray of baked potatoes in front of him and still, he did not touch a single one. How could a human have his pick of baked potatoes and resist them all? Even odder, he hadn’t noticed me, Belle Goose, future Academy Award winner."

for more at : http://www.abebooks.com/blog/index.php/2009/10/08/nightlight-a-twilight-parody/

and a weird nightlight fanfriction that says edward is shity and bella is a bimbo with a hot pink Ferrari *jealous!!* and she totally hate edward and like mike...-.-"

for the whole chapter 1-5 at: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5217123/1/Nightlight_A_Twilight_Parody

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OHHH AND IF U HAVENT WATCH 'Twilight' Parody - By "The Hillywood Show"  U LIVE UNDER A ROCK!! SO HERE IS THE VID AND IT ROX!!!

ALSO THE HAVE THEIR OWN EDWARD AND BELLA WHICH IS WAYY BETTER THAN THE MOVIE ONES!!

'Twilight' Parody - By "The Hillywood Show"

THE NEW MOON ONES!

New Moon Parody by The Hillywood Show™

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ohhh!! and i have to make this clear!! i love twilight!! so why am i making ppl watch the parody and read the parody book?? well blame the sucky movie! it ruin my edward!! ohh and vampire kisses rox too!!

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vampire?!!! na....!!

some self proclaim vampire (and self proclaim direct descendent of Dracula!) wants to become the nation's first vampire president in Washington, D.C... ya rit.... like everyone who live in Forks belive in vampire...-.- ( Forks is in washintgton, D.C.) whahahahaha and worst of all he is 45 and he since 2006 have not dated a girl older than 19!! YUCKS!!! sigh... the effect of twilight maybe??




 hahaha anyway he have a 19-year-old daughter and his 2-year-old grandson ?!! AND HIS CURRENT FIANCEE IS 19!! "Sharkey, 45, spent Friday on a Greyhound bus with his new fiancee, Audrianna Foster, a 19-year-old girl from Ohio he met online. She too believes she is a vampire, or vampyre." <---( idiot girl...-.- and since when vampire travel on BUS?!!!)





ohh and here is the link to the news!
 http://www.cbsnews.com/stories/2010/03/15/national/main6300766.shtml?tag=pop




ya i know... u must be think he is super hot or sth rit?! well i can only say.. YA RIT!! anyway rmb i say he is alos a self proclaim direct descendent of Dracula! <-- hmm might be true le... sice they both look equally like shit -.- omg!! did i just offended him?!! well to bad! come bite me than!! Xp




hahahaha joking... i don wanna look like Dracula (according to history he look really scary like a monster... ermm... just think of those ugly photoshop pic where u cross 100 of ppl together and the face look like a mess..)




 anyway.....


wanna see how he look like click here!


 linkie:
 http://download.gannett.edgesuite.net/wtsp/webgallery/2010/fllorida-vampire/index.htm

ohh and the link said download but there is no downloading la its just the name of the web... weird pic came with weird link....

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PINK OUIJA BOARD!!!

I WANT THIS PINK OUJIA BOARD!!! isnt it cool?!! and most importantly its pink!!! hmm would have been better if it have leopard print too!!

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school uniform!!

at first i thought our school uinform sux!!! Than i saw these......

link: http://www.polyvore.com/school_uniform/set?.mid=embed&id=5804512

link: http://www.polyvore.com/dream_school_uniform/set?.mid=embed&id=3053789

link: http://www.polyvore.com/sophisticated_school_uniform/set?.mid=embed&id=5312780

link: http://www.polyvore.com/uniform_high_school/set?.mid=embed&id=117655

link: http://www.polyvore.com/school/set?.mid=embed&id=4158657

link: http://www.polyvore.com/school_uniform_revamped/set?.mid=embed&id=700000

link: http://www.polyvore.com/too_cool_for_school/set?.mid=embed&id=3116615

than i just realize our uniform dont sux.... its pure shitty!!

sigh... my life sux...

ya... the last one is the gossip girls one! dont u just love those uniform?!!

why cant we have uniform like these!!

THEY GET TO WEAR HEELS TO SCHOOL!!!

AHHHHHHHHHH!! *jealous*

I would love to have one of those steriotypical British private school uniforms

ohh and none of the pics is made by meeeee!!

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omg!!!! look at this link!! these lolita uni is the best ever!! 

and the guy uniform is super cool too!!

can u belive this is real school

uniform??!!!

at least this is wad the site said!!!!

http://atumludus31.pbworks.com/School-Uniforms

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